♥ Love is the answer to most of the questions I have in my heart. :)

Talked to baby till 12plus going 1am last night. Went into peaceful sleep after that. I was so fucking tired please. Could hardly open up my eyes this morning, haha. Something fucking shocking happened to me this morning & only baby, myself & Qiaos knows about it. =\ Fuck luh, I swear it affected me the whole day. ):

Got to school, sat quietly on my own. Got out zenbaby & took out the book & started reading. At the back of my mind, all I can think about is what happened. I kept checking my phone for baby's replies but no avail. When she finally did, I told her what happened & we both had the same reaction. But at that time, I was already calmer that I was earlier. So I told baby to chill & all. It is still bothering me, I hope mom doesn't mention anything about it. I pray, I hope, I wish. Oh & as for baby, I hope her dad returns her the book(it's mine, uncle. I haven't had the chance to read it & you did. Ayyyyyy.) & mention nothing about anything. Again, I pray, I hope, I wish.

School was boring. Miss Su made us do mindmaps for Chem this morning & I did! Hahah I understand something about Acids & Bases now. :D Hoho. Then it was PE. Uber funny. Serene was telling Xiuwen about this true cigarettes ghost story that she read on the magazines(she even cut it out). Shangari was being annoying, she kept "Uh huh", "Then?", "Mmhmm?" when she don't understand a single fuck. Hahah, so Rachael, Mich & I did the same. Hahah Serene was supa annoyed. Then Serene put her bag on top of mine & she laid back down. Hahah, we were laughing at the class playing captain's ball. I swear, Serene's laughter is uber contagious! Hahah, the way she laugh makes me wanna laugh.

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Blogger just fucking deleted my entire entry & when I clicked on recover post, the above was what they gave me. Ugh, so pissed! Ok I'll cut short everything yes. So after school, we all went to Miss Yeo's homeroom 'cos she said she wanna give us remedial still depite the pft later in the afternoon. We went there & stayed till 3pm. Played hangman, uber retarded & funny. Qiaos was the loser la. I won 6 games & she only won one. Hahah. Left at three. They went for their pft & I went outta school, cabbed home. Got home, showered, online. I was supposed to study la. I promised baby I would. Had tuition just now, so I studied. Did my maths papers & all. Hahha. Ate fried rice for dinner. :D Yummmmeh. Waiting for baby to come home now. ): Another 20 more minutes before she knocks off, another 2 hours plus before she can talk to me. Fridays are dark & sad. :(

"It's not always easy & sometimes life can be deceiving"
Agree, or not? :]

I miss baby so much. The last text I got from her was 7plus in the morning when I told her about what happened. :( The last phone call from her was last night. If my phone's gonna ring now, I'll be trigger happy. Hahah. Anyhoos, there's Chinese oral tmr at 745am. Meeting the rest for breakfast at Rivervale Mall. :D After that, I'll be meeting Eliza at Dhoby Ghaut. :D Lunch & gonna do some shopping. Hohoho. x)

Thanks Steph, for helping me with my LJ layout. :D Thanks a lot babe, I love you! :D Shar, cheer up & I love you! Everything will be allright. Hugs!


'Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling,
and every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast?
I want this to last,
need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch,
I feel the static,
and everytime we kiss,
I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so?
I can't let you go,want you in my life.


Shane is just someone in the show, need not get so affected by her ok? Hugs u tight. I love you a lot more that her being so fucking hot in the show. I love you a lot more than I love the show. I don't mind giving up that three seasons for you baby. :) I'm not gonna get so affected when your special friend calls you up & ask about school. I'll be aye-okay. Afterall, she's just a friend. Uh huh. & baby, where's your confidence? :(

Xiang ni, hen xiang ni.
Miss you, miss you a lot.
Piérdale, le pierde mucho
Vous manquer, vous manquez beaucoup
Ich werde Sie verpassen, verpasst Sie viel

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Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia tone loving.
<3.